The Haunting of an Ugly Past.

its said that the past always comes back to haunt you. Exactly at the time you least expect it. Thats pretty wrong.

The damn things doesnt give a shit about whether you are expecting it or not. It comes and haunts you just the same.

Blasted thing. In this ugly society of ours, a failure isnt let go of easily. whatever you do after that.. acheive great things become the freaking president of the country and still they'll point out that you've failed in the past.

alright, i didnt clear the damn JEE can we leave it now???? Why is it that whenever a far off, duller, fat slob of a cousin gets through its rubbbed into your face that you didnt. You didnt get through to a decent college(anything other than an IIT is apparently a disgrace).

so today, no matter what i'll do. no matter what i've done. after i've finished half my engineering, my cousins and my parents and my "classmates" pretty much do the sneering. its UGLY to say the least. Why does ability get masked by marks.

what kind of acountry do i live in? where will the pressure to get out of this blasted Rat Race of a life be a little less?

one thing is for sure. if it were upto me i'd make sure none of those who i care about will ever have to face the ugly crowd vieing for place in this blasted sub-continent.