The first.

the first, hmm... i've lost count on the number of first blogs. oh well, it doesn't matter, i've started off again. i've always wondered what i blog was for. i guess its a way of communicating what you think. but to whom? that i think makes the vital difference in posting on a random web-page and on your own blog. i think a blog lets you communicate with yourself. yes i know we have diaries to do such stuff, and so do we have word documents to store whatever crap we can think of. But somehow blogging, putting it out on the world wide web... for everyone to see is what gives one teh sheer confidence of standing his ground and making those uncomfortable decisions he has to make, because under the glare (even if there is no one reading his thoughts) you need to know in your heart whats right, and recognise it.

Most proabably want a lot of people to read their blogs. I don't, as in I don't care how many people read this or who reads it. Sometimes, i feel an urge to yell out, to let out what i feel in terms of words. this need is satisfied by blogging. or so i've let myself into believing.

So, let me begin.